I’m losing myself. I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt the people around me, I want to vanish, I want other people to vanish, I want sex and I want all of this to go away, I’m afraid of myself,I feel like a prisoner in my own head. And the cuts are moving to bigger areas.. While I'm just waiting for help, probably if my consulter is right I'll get it after Christmas..
Well I am here to talk off anon and privately if you want to vent. Before I got help I was there. Help is always my last resort, because I want to seem stronger and there is no problem at all with getting it. If you feel like you are losing hold of reality or you just want to vent I will listen, I promise to help you until you get the real help that you deserve.
Christmas shopping when you are poor…BLEH.